you are on my mind.

i think in a way i attained a personal state of nirvana. kidding.

i never expected to become so comfortable with you and i’m afraid. i can’t stop thinking about how we fit together. the more i know it’s going somewhere the more i know i probably can’t handle it. i’d much rather stop this before i trap myself like an insect on a spiderweb.

happy 21st to me, to me

since before i left for melb i’ve been celebrating my 21st. i don’t really think this traditional milestone means much anymore really, but it’s a good reason for everybody to do something nice for each other. (:

i was all prepared yesterday to spend my actual birthday watching tv shows on my laptop, but with a bit of lousy acting carl dragged me out of the house to mcdonald’s, where all my melb friends were waiting. and it’s always been my dream to have my birthday at mcdonald’s! and tim and xinyi made me a really huuuuuuge cheeseburger with 2kg of meat in it. pictures soon.

and most importantly i’m really happy cuz my gippsland friends and my honey xinyi showed up too (: it really completely my birthday having my friends with me, then having the moomba festival and watching pretty fireworks. of course what matters is not the alcohol or the candy or having big big parties, but simply that i had the company of truly awesome friends.

oh my effing goodness.

it is ridiculous. telstra is fcking ridiculous. and because of that i’ll prolly be spending my next few weeks camping out in the libary during lunch so i can actually use the internet. aussie telcos are just fcked up.

anyway it’s been a week since i came back to melbourne. soong bore the brunt of cleaning up our new place, which was in excellent condition i must say about 20 years ago. the bed that im sleeping on now has BLOOD STAINS on them under the sheets. thank god for mattress protectors.

it just really hasn’t been a good week for me, other than having deena come visit. it’s rather tiring since i have to settle into my place and host at the same time, but i’m glad she’s here! and she’s leaving tmr! and i can’t believe i have 9 months left in this place with godforsaken horrible telco people! but on the plus side i have school only on tuesday and wednesday this semester plus carl is taking me to eric clapton next week!

i’m super excited!